I don't even know...

Okay sometimes I'm such a slow eater. It's like I've been caught in this super slow time stream and I can only go as fast as it lets me while everyone else is going the normal speed. Like I can feel my limps responding slowly and like their moving through maple syrup but it's in my brain. And I can only put so much food in my mouth at a time before I have to stop and just stare out into the space that everything occupies and contemplate the strangeness of the universe. Like why is every fruit shaped differently? And why does our bodies have this self preservation thing where if you're pregnant and the baby isn't growing right your body gets rid of it! How crazy is that? It's like we have our brain that controls our mind and the movements that we make but like everything else is just controlled by some other brain thing in our body that fixes us when we're sick and kills stuff in our body that our defective and thy digests our food. Like I don't consciously digest my food! And I don't make myself breathe. It just HAPPENS!!!! Anyways, yes I can't eat my food fast sometimes. And I'm just stuck sitting at the table for and hour slowly eating at my tiny bowl of rice and chicken and veggies. I think it's my brain-body thing that knows my stomach can only take so mic food at a time and so it takes control of my mind and stuff and makes me eat more slowly and makes me stop after so many bites! I tell you, it's not aliens or zombies we have to worry a out, and it's especially not vampires, it's our brain-bodies! They will soon take over everything for the survival of man kind! And they are brutal because if something is defective they KILL IT!!! But the strong and healthy will survival according to the Brain-Bodies!